Showing posts with label Renner. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Renner. Show all posts

two.

12 Mar 2015

 
This kid turned two in February. I still can't even believe that I have a two year old. Ren is a fire pistol. He is loud, adventurous, spirited, gentle, loving, soft spoken, thoughtful, and growing into such a fun personality. It's so amazing watching him grow, learn, experience things, and change all the time. I fall more in love with him everyday.

It's the little things that he does. Like putting his blankie behind his head to give him a cushion to lay on, or calling everything he loves "ba ba" (the sink, his blankie, his toothbrush), or getting overly excited every time he sees a kitty, in person, across the way, or on the paper towel packaging at the store. He puts his arms out, and wiggles his fingers like he is going to tickle them, going "oooohhh ticky ticky ticky ticky". I die every time.

I'm so grateful that he is starting to snuggle again. He went through a phase where he could not be kept down. He just wanted to move all day long. But now he loves to cuddle. And I do not complain.

He is tall though. Most people think he is three. So when they look at him, and ask him his name, he just stares at them all awkward like... Then they look at me like, "uhh what's wrong with your kid?"  He's barely 2, yo, calm down. But really, 95th percentile for height. 85th percentile for weight. 90th percentile for dat big ole head. Kid's big.



Being a mom the last two years has taught me so much about myself. About life, love, and patience. But then when I really think about it, I don't think I've learned enough patience haha. He teaches me everyday how to see life through new eyes, Through child-like eyes. He teaches me to laugh, and to not be so serious all the time. Being a mother to him is seriously the coolest job ever. And watching Keagan be a dad to him brings me overwhelming joy. And not to mention how extremely hot it is. It's like a huge breath of fresh air watching them play together.




Here are some of our favorite things about him being two //


When there is a monster on the TV or he sees one of his dinosaurs he will roar, and growl. But he will keep doing it, until you roar, or growl back at him.

If there is something that goes wrong on a show, or movie, or if the TV turns off, he points to it, and goes, "oh no!" in the cutest worried voice. It kills me.

He still calls cookies, "cook cooks".

He loves the guitar. Whenever I start to jam out on it, he promptly starts dancing.

& speaking of dancing, kid won't stop. He loves it. He hears a beat, and he starts shakin' his bum.

When we lay him down for a nap or bedtime, and he's been handed his ba-ba, and we tell him goodnnight, he promptly puts out his fist, so we can fist bump, then sticks out his index finger so he can "electrocute us". Every single time.

His favorite movies/shows are Despicable Me, Paw Patrol, How To Train Your Dragon, The Croods, Jurassic Park (which my mom has given me straight up hell for, but I grew up on that movie. it's tradition.),  and Fast and Furious (dude loves his cars).

He is obsessed with cars on a whole nother level. It's ridiculous. He's loved them every since he knew what a car really was, but now that he's getting older, his obsession has only grown. He lines up his Hot Wheel cars in perfect lines everyday, and will just stare at them. He has to take at least 2 of them whenever we go somewhere. Whenever we go to a car shop he goes berserk. Even the car people are amazed at how much he loves them. He will go up the the tires, and just touch them, and make car noises. He can even get the gear shifts down while hes making them. That's just talent because even I can't do that right haha.

He loves to paint, and draw.

If one of us is scratching his back, and then stops suddenly, he will shuffle around, and start making noises at you until you start scratching it again.

Whenever he hears our bedroom door open, and he's out in the living room, he goes, "oh daaad!", and bolts it to the room.

Fruit snacks, and arrowroot biscuits are considered a food group.

He's vocabulary consists of / want some, cook cook, ticky ticky, ah-bucka (Iron Man), peepee, beebee (for his friend Bobby, and for a baby), kitty, juju (juice), shoe, bubble, nana, where'd it go, oh no, no, mom, dad, & treat. He use to say car, but he got tired of it. So now he just says vroom vroom.

If all three of us are out grocery shopping, and either I or Keagan goes out of his eye sight, he will keep saying our name until we come back. Across the store I can still hear him going, "Maaaaaam? Maaammm?" Makes it pretty easy to find them again though.

His counting is my favorite. "twooooo, twwwwo, treee!"

He's in the copying phase right now, and we love it. Always has to be wearing a hat if he sees his Dad wearing one. Brush his hair if he sees me brushing mine. It's the best.

He knows on certain days when the sun goes down that his daddy will be home soon. So he will go to the sliding door, and wait patiently for our car to pull into the parking lot. It's the cutest thing of my life.

The fact that he thinks every long brown haired woman is me. Like, when he sees some Victoria Secret models on the TV or while walking through the mall, and goes "ohhh mom! ohhhhh mom!" is pretty flattering though I must say.

Whenever he toots, he open smiles so wide, then pats himself on the bum. And if either one of us toots, he does the same thing, only he smacks us on the bum. It's the most hilarious thing. Just maybe not if we're out in public.

His love for Titus is adorable. He is his best friend.

He loves blowing kisses, but some days will straight up refuse to give me any kisses at all. Rejection at it's finest, y'all.

He can sign a few things. But the sign for more, means - help, please, thank you, and more (really though more just mean food) hahaha.
I've been trying to teach him the proper signs for different things, but he's stuck on that one.

When he does something good like throwing something away without being asked, or putting dirty clothes in the hamper, he'll start clapping, and then he will walk up to you, still clapping, waiting for you to clap with him. He will start slow clappin' you until you clap for him.

He doesn't give high fives. Only fist bumps. We've tried.


There are so many things that Ren Ren does that brightens our day, and everyone around him. He is our favorite kid, and we are so beyond blessed that he is in our life, and that Heavenly Father entrusted his spirit to us.
Happy 2nd Birthday, kid.

 


{photo cred for photos 1-2, 5-9, & 17 ; studio camp photography}

Amazing Friend & Some Photos.

17 Apr 2014

My amazing friend, Alyssa, did a photo shoot of Ren & me a few weeks ago. It was such a fun, and special time with me and my cute boy, just laying on our bed laughing, and just being real. He loves when I hold him up in the air, and when we are just snuggling.  

{If you look closely you can see a kiss on his cheek from my lipstick.} 
 I love candid photos like these, and Alyssa knows exactly what she is doing. 
This girl has some straight raw talent that she was blessed with. There are so many photographers in the world today, but not all of them can capture moments like these, and know the exact time to push the trigger, so your clients have that precious moment frozen forever. You have to feel the moment, and be in it with the person (people) you are trying to capture.
Her blog & website are /




 
  





"...and she loved a little boy very, very much --
                                          even more than she loved
                                                                                        herself."
- "The Giving Tree"




Real Talk / My Faith Booster.

24 Mar 2014

Today was a very inspiring, faith boosting, special day. 

Renner took 2 steps all on his own. 
After he took those 2 fantastic steps he squatted down while looking at me, and smiled. I clapped, and praised him. He clapped along. Sweetest thing ever watching him clap. 

I attempted to get him to do it again a few minutes later. 
And what happened next was beyond tender..

I stood him up, coaxing him to come to me, but he just stood there. 
Staring up into absolutely nothing.
But was there actually nothing there? 
He smiled. Not just a normal smile for me, but the most precious, big smile I've ever seen on him. 
I tried to get him to walk to me, but he kept looking up towards the wall.. Just smiling. I look back, and immediately was overcome with warmth. I start smiling, turn back towards Ren and said, "Is your Poppy here?" (Poppy is my Dad's "Grandpa" name) He looked at me, then back to the spot.. The smile on his face a mile wide. 

I can feel my eyes start to burn with tears. 

"Ren, is Poppy here to see you really walk for the first time?" 
He squats down.. Too distracted to focus on walking. He crawls over to the spot he's been smiling at. He sits down, and starts laughing. The sweetest laugh I've ever heard. Then he starts clapping. Just grinning and laughing at the wall, and clapping. 

I am bawling sitting on the kitchen floor watching this sweet encounter. 
So overwhelmed with love. 

I can feel my Dad sometimes. Even if it's a brief bit of warmth. Just a reassurance that he is here. Renner, I know, can see him. He always has. Nothing makes me happier, or makes me feel more at peace than knowing Renner has my Dad watching over him. 

Having this gospel in our lives is such a huge blessing, to me personally. I know without a shadow of a doubt that I would be a complete wreck without it. It gives me peace, and an assurance that I will see my Dad again. 

Losing a loved one is so incredible hard. And whenever I am struggling, I
 get on my hands and knees, and I pray. 
I pray for Heavenly Father to give me strength, and courage to get through this. And ask that he will also provide me with warmth, and comfort so I feel less c
old from the sadness, and that I don't feel so alone. 

We all need a little bit of faith booster at times. And mine is that, I know that I will see all of my loved ones who have passed on, and who will pass on before me, again. 
But that's not to say that I don't miss him every single day. I do. But truthfully, although he is gone from this life, he will always be immortal to me here because I have a small piece of him crawling around our house. 

I see bits of him growing in Renner everyday. The way he smiles, and the creases around his eyes become more profound. The way his nostrils are a bit more rounder than Keagan's or mine. Even when he laughs or smiles, and I see a perfect mix of him and Keagan all around his precious face. 

Nothing is sweeter than that. 

"Be still, and know. That I'm with you."






Couch Love.

4 Jul 2013

Hello, my name is Kayla, and I am a bit of a Kijiji addict. 

But beside that awesome fact I found something marvellous on my favorite site. I have been scouring the interweb in search of the perfect chair to fit into our house. You see we only have one couch, and so when we have lots of people over they kind of end up sitting on the floor, and yeah.. Needless to say we were in desperate need of some "free" furniture. So the other day while I was on my hunt I came across the most beautiful sight.  
Were they possibly from the 1950s? Yes. Were they dirty beyond all reason, and in need of some suurrrrious TLC? Absolutely. But that didn't matter. They were beautiful. And they were about to be mine. So I emailed them asking how bad they were - ie. cat pee? - but they were golden. Just dirty, and need a good wash. Score! I'm definitely more in love with the chair; the couch is just extra goodness. I just need to rip open the couch cushions, and put new stuff inside, wash the cushion material, steam clean the couch and chair, and they will be PERFECT. I'll keep you updated on their process. It will be a long one - Thank you beautiful baby Renner. 
But here is a sneak peak of what they will somewhat look like in our house. Minus our living room table, and original couch - as they were moved to accommodate some recent Call of Duty: BO2 action gathering, and haven't been moved back. 
I'm so excited about my little reading corner. There will be a lamp pole that will be placed somewhere around there, because our living room, for some weird reason, is without a light. For now we just have lamps, or my favorite - candles. Which by the way did I mention I'm also addicted to those as well?